New Year... Renewed!

{How is it February already?}

I'm sitting in my room and it is almost 1 AM... a new day has started and here I am to greet it. I've been having trouble going to bed early this year. And even as I sit here now typing I realize the old me has returned. The girl who stays up too late, too often. The girl who loves life and never wants to miss a thing. The girl who smiles and laughs!

She is back and I am rejoicing!!

Mission Failed... But Grace and Joy Prevail!

Well, it has been a very long time since my last posting... a very long time indeed...

I have to tell you the months of November and December were very hard months. I totally failed my thankfulness challenge and to be honest, I was pretty low and struggled to find the energy to express the little gratitude I had in my heart. I kept telling myself [and my mother kept saying to me] try to write something, it will surely help. But my strength was zapped and I just couldn't do it. It wasn't that I couldn't see all that I had to be thankful for, I just couldn't find my voice.

But thankfully the Lord knows my heart! He knew deep in my heart and my soul I was thankful. And His grace covered me and gave me the strength to make it through the last two months of 2011.

So today I would like to finish my challenge with 74 things I am thankful for:

27. A new year

28. A new Mac Book Pro

29. A new job

30. sweet girlfriends I can laugh with and share in the joy of Christ

31. adventures, big and small

32. HOPE

33. Great Expectations

34. The way God works in such mysterious ways in my life

35. My parents

36. Seeing answered prayers in my life

37. A new working schedule that allows me to have a bit of freedom

38. New black pants

39. Riding Boots

40. Getting to study Acts with one of the best Bible teachers and sweetest ladies I know

41. Knowing God is going to show up this year in BIG WAYS

42. Books

43. Getting off at 5PM again

44. Getting my Weekends back

45. Sunday lunch at my grandparents

46. A generous uncle

47. Art

48. New babies

49. Christ is strongest in our weakness

50. Inventions like Skype

51. Random fun

52. Fun memories from 2011

53. Plans to travel more this year

54. Flowers

55. Pedicures

56. New cookbooks

57. Seeing God work in lives around me

{This is hard!}

58. Glimmers of Hope

59. Hot showers

60. Warm Coffee

61. Being a part of a Godly legacy

62. Knowing people are praying for me

63. Friends who push me out of my comfort zone

64. Friends who push me toward Christ

65. Friends who love me even though they know way too much about me

66. God's unconditional love for me

67. Forgiveness

68. Grace

68. Serving a God who still speaks to His children

69. I am counted as a child of God

70. I hear the Lord's voice

71. My new Le Creuset Pan

72. Really good deals on really great things

73. That I have gotten to travel and see so much of the world already

74. I've seen the Pacific Ocean, the Atlantic Ocean, the Gulf of Mexico, the Mediterranean, The Dead Sea and The Red Sea

75. A generous Mom

76. Special Breakfasts with my Dad

77. God's constant provisions in my life

78. Fun

79. Laughter

80. Krispy Kreme Donuts

81. Sunshine

82. The way a full moon lights up the earth beneath it

83. The beauty of creation

84. Old friends

85. Cold Beer

86. A passion for food

87. The unique way God knit me together

88. The way God moves me along

89. The way God is always working on my behalf

90. The days we see snow in GA

91. Time spent away

92. Joy found only in Christ

93. Sweet times with the Lord

94. Freedom

95. The wisdom that comes from Christ alone

96. The Holy Spirit

97. Pictures

98. Big beds and soft sheets

99. this challenge is over

100. My all and all Jesus.

No. 26

A Monday off...

Yesterday I had the day off! Now I groaned and complained that I had to work Friday, Saturday and Sunday this past weekend. It really wasn't that bad, but I managed to bemoan it all weekend long. Even working every day I still got to have breakfast with a friend, get my oil changed, go to another friend's birthday party, see my best friend from growing up and her family, sleep in and have a lazy evening at home. So for all general purposes it was a pretty nice weekend and at the end of it I didn't have to go to work the next day!

Normally, I do get up on Mondays and go to work and they are usually very stressful/full days. But this Monday was a real treat! I woke up, watched a little Regis and Kelly (haven't done that in ages), and then I started on a task I have been trying to start for months now: cleaning out my closet. Boy did it feel good to get started! Then I had a nice little break when my girlfriend and her sweet little almost four month old son came to pick me up and we went out to lunch. Now that was fun and such a blessing to see them! Then it was back to work on my room... and I actually made some really good progress! And the best part about the whole day might have been arriving at Bible Study on time and not exhausted. It was wonderful!!

So, I admit I complained way to much and honestly am so guilty of complaining way too often about stuff that really isn't a big deal. And working on Sunday was really a blessing because Lord knew I needed the extra hours! But I am very thankful for a glorious day off yesterday!

No. 25

[I'm not feeling very chatty today so you'll have to excuse the short post!]

Falling Back, aka the end of Daylight Savings

I am not much of a morning person, so trying to wake up before 8 AM in the pitch black is VERY difficult! So I can't tell you how excited I was for Daylight savings to come to an end this year... VERY excited. Now, I am like everyone else out there who hates for it to get dark so early in the evening, but I can barely keep my eyes open much pass 10:30 PM any more so really I don't think it is going to be so bad this year.

Or maybe I am just choosing to go with it this year. AND maybe I am starting to make that shift in adulthood where you would just rather go to bed early and get up earlier. I don't know yet, this is a first for me! But I do know I am SO thankful when my alarm goes off at 7:15 AM I am happy to see the sunshine!!

A run through of October

No. 20
Got to spend three days at the Cloister with my aunt and one of her best (and most fun) friends! Pure luxury!

No. 21
Followed by five days on St. Simons Island with my parents and best friends and aunt!
October is the best month ever to be down there!!!

No. 22
Standing up with one of my best friends as she married the man of her dreams!
Such an answer to years of prayers!

No. 23
Getting to go away with my mom for a weekend!
A sweet time together!

No. 24
Borrowed dogs!
They might be the best kind... only when you have to return them it is sad.

No. 17, 18 & 19...

My favorite Italian Coffee showing up unexpectedly!

After being away for a week and arriving home very tired from a fun-filled weekend of wedding festivities I found this can of coffee sitting on the kitchen counter!

Now, you may ask yourself, what is so special about this coffee? And I would like to answer you! I have never been able to find this coffee in the US. So, the one and only can I brought home from Rome last year is the only can I have ever had of this delicious, perfectly roasted coffee. I love coffee and for me this is the most perfect cup of coffee in the world!

Now, you may ask yourself how in the world did you get this coffee? Surely if you had gone to Italy you would have listed it as something to be thankful for no matter how big of a pity party you were having!

You are right about that!

This coffee was brought to me by perfect strangers. If I passed them on the street I wouldn't even know to thank them. But my Aunt Sharon would. Her co-worker's parents were going to Italy and when she found out about their trip and asked her co-worker if he would ask his parents to pick me up a can. Crazy and kind, right?!

So, pretty much I can count this one as 17 and 18...and 19! Thankful for the coffee (which sadly is already gone!) and thankful for my aunt's thoughtfulness and the kindness of strangers!

Can I make it to 100 by Thanksgiving?

I haven't been feeling very thankful since my last post. Honestly, I've pretty much been having a pity party. Sorry I forgot to send you an invitation! But I'm making last call and about to lock the door, so it would be sort of a waste to invite you now...

You can be thankful I didn't invite you! [can I count that one toward my 100 days?!]

The stupidest thing about this whole pity party is that I have actually had a lot of cool stuff going on. So... in an attempt to make up for lost days I am going to try and be REALLY, REALLY Thankful today and in the days to come! I will end with a verse that I love:

"Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet, I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior. The sovereign Lord is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of the deer, he enables me to go on the heights."

Habakkuk 3:17-19